we all like to think that as we get older we get wiser. hopefully i can say that about my life. the new year kicked off with a 31 day study of proverbs, of which the wife and i managed to get to about chapter 16, and not by the 16th of january.
recent experiences through grad school, church, and work have made me really reflective, and without being prideful i've seen a huge growth in me. but as with most things you learn -- i've learned that i know so little.
i've only got a few months left before i have my master's degree in educational leadership. studying school leadership and its many issues has tuned my ear and thoughts to seeking ways to be a better leader to those i reach. one of my favorite professors pointed out the keys to leadership: service and relationship. that's what i've been aiming for in work and in life: finding ways to best love other people. lead more by example than through words.
it means i need to listen to someone who likes to talk, even when there are other things that i want to do with my time.
it means i need to forgive those -- even those who have wronged me and i don't think deserve forgiveness.
it means i need to love the unlovable, especially when it isn't easy.
it means i need to ignore my emotions and do what needs to be done.
and it means i need to say what needs to be said, because it is the truth. and do so with love, but also do so with boldness.
the past few weeks have been perspective changers for me. i've had some desperate encounters with people desperate for love. i went where the Spirit led and saw no other option than to spread God's love. it's a humbling thing to step out and be used by Him. it had nothing to do with me.
be open to being used.
