Thursday, June 14, 2007

poor pup, orphans and widows


blue's as sick as he's ever been, so i'm glad i'm here to take him out often. he's got a bad habit of licking things that smell interesting to him, including things that make him sick. he's got it coming out both ends and just curls up into a ball when he's not. ah the joys of pet ownership.

i woke up at about 5:30 a.m. a couple of nights ago with a melody and song idea in my head. blame it on God or the spider bite, but i had to get up and write it. i finished it really quickly, let me know what you think.


orphans and widows

can't you hear them crying in africa
where they're starving and scraping just to have enough
where they're longing just to have necessities
that have never been a cause of concern for you and me
they've got orphans whose parents died from AIDS
they've got widows from the wars our diamonds made

things aren't much better in america
where we're slaves to pleasure and we just can't get enough
we've forgotten how to work and what it means to be a man
we're so consumed with status we lost our direction
we've got orphans whose parents never died
we've got widows whose husbands live a lie

and i see it almost every single day
a workaholic father can't push himself away
his drink of choice is the money that he makes
while his family suffers from the choices that he's made
when he gets home his orphans are all asleep
he wakes his widowed wife with a kiss on the cheek

so sell your mansion, sell your s.u.v.
work a 40 hour job and mend your family
have a meal at the table, all grab hands and pray
to thank God for what he's given you today

you can't push your camel through the eye of a needle
you've got to lose some baggage

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

chiggers and spiders and bears

as summer comes to nashville i find myself covered in red bumps. i've been getting bit by chiggers on a pretty regular basis for about 3 weeks now. you'd think i'd spray on some bug spray by now, but i haven't.

a few mornings ago i woke up with a new bite. it didn't itch, and it was hard to the touch. i thought it was interesting, but didn't think much of it. that afternoon i was doing laundry. when i pulled my sheets off my bed a dead spider fell out. i picked it up by the leg and sure enough, it had an upside down violin on its head. i called my doctor and they just told me to ice it and watch it for any changes including necrotic tissue. so far so good, i think it's shrinking now. and to think i get bit in my apartment rather than at camp where i've known of a few people to get bit.



i found another dead one yesterday when i was digging through the mountain of laundry. i'm a little freaked out and considering not being such a slob. i'm ready to get rid of a whole bunch of stuff i never use (and ask the apt complex what kind of pest control they use). it's funny how every single crevice and crack becomes obvious when you know what can be hiding in it. check your sheets before you climb in!

on a happier note, megan, blue and i headed east to the smokies to go camping with my family. it was a great trip, and the most fun i've had there in a few years. my little cousins are growing up fast. i discovered how out of shape i am after hiking 6 miles over roots and rocks and barely being able to walk the next day. getting old i guess.